I haven't posted on this blog for months. I continue to study and research, and have discovered some of the most wonderful things about the blessing and invitation to fast. I wish that I could say I have gotten better at going without food.
I have been struggling lately, really struggling. I know I would have a greater peace if I would fast more. Not that I don't go without food, don't get me wrong. But I am missing HOME so badly. I was thinking about honoring our mother and father in the sense that the world was very much a mother to all of us. She provides food and water, warmth and comfort, shade from trees, soft grass to walk on. What mother wouldn't do that for us.
When I am feeling somewhat sad, I want comfort and that often comes in the form of food. Comfort food from Mother earth, something no tampered with by the hand of man, can taste delicious.
As I fast, or contemplate fasting, seeking for that time with the Savior, sometimes I fast, or feast on the finer things provided by Mother earth. This month it has been raw goat's milk. Honestly, it felt like a kind blanket wrapped around me.
Also, I have spent a great deal of time in my garden this spring. The colors are beautiful. I grew a plant called and Ichium, or more commonly known as a tower of jewels. It started to lean, so it really looked like the leaning tower of jewels. Then it toppled, but I am going to save the seeds.
But it has fed my soul to be out in nature, and the flowers are starting to blossom, the bees are coming around, and I guess you could say I was fasting from the chaos of the world, and feasting with my loving Mother earth, feeling the love from God and enjoying the fast.
If you have had a remarkable experience and you would like to share it on this blog, I would love to take a look at it. Send me a comment.
Glad you're back, and what a beautiful way to share what you've experienced. Thank you for sharing!
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